I MISS YOU!
I MISS YOU.
I REALLY DO.
my internet connection has some probs.
and i lost my hp.
im lucky theres wireless tdae.
but she aint online.
then wats the point.
tho i really feel like calling her and asking her how she is.
i juz cant bring myself to do it.
i dnoe why but i feel like im a disturbance to her.
smth that she doesnt want.
maybe im right.
oh wells.
i should call shouldnt i?
i'll see abt that.
i hope shes alrite n happy.
changing topic.
i spoke to my ex bf byron tt day.
he's voice changed totally can!
i love his voice.
hahha.
shamini is jealous coz he's eurasian.
but i dun like him larh.
im hopelessly loyal to her.
i shall go check my inbox now.
tataz.
DINIE I MISS YOU TOO HUNNEHS.
went to escape theme park tdae.
we went on the flipper thingy first.
i was so scared during the ride that i dnoe wat shit i was screaming lorh.
my fwens said i was calling her name.
hahha.
it juz comes.
i tot pirate ship wont be scary.
its lyk the scariest ride i went to.
i almost cried n neva opened my eyes.
ehm.. i liked the alpha 8 ride.
and the haunted house was juz dammit funny.
9 of us went.
and i was 2nd.
after we entered the ghost being came.
and u wont believe wat i did.
i fell to the floor n pushed the other 7 of them.
and the 1st person kicked the ghost being.
and the stupid person went away.
hahha.
the 2nd time all 9 of us went in and screamed hello to the ghost lorh.
LOL.
and.. i din go in the inverter and wild and wet ride.
too scared.
i am so not a theme park person.
evry1's calling me the BIGGEST chicken now.
grr.
btw, there got many cute guys.
talking abt guys.
i saw my childhood crush tt day.
he looks smart and he's TALLER THAN ME.
i hate pple taller than me mann.
I LOVE LOVE HER.
AND MISS HER.
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please trust my words, love.
im so mad at my mom.
she accidentally deleted her msg.
and i cannot belief i cried so much 4 dat.
im ashamed.
ashamed to admit to her i love her so damn much.
and i absolutely DONT WANNA BE WITH ANYONE ELSE.
ARGH.
shes darn irritating.
the last i spoke to her was ystrdae morning in sch.
miss her lots already. )):
btw, where did the courage come frm?
i think i need to change right away.
this is what i do nowadays.
i wake up and meet up with my frens on most days.
but i dun talk.
they will be talking and i will be stoning.
this will goon until 8pm.
i'll go online and look for her.
if shes online..
the whole time that im talking to her, im alive.
smiling, laughing and all.
if not im my usual stoning self.
i guess its becoz..
recently i feel that a huge chunk of me is just empty.
with nothing in it at all.
and i want it to be filled with her love, with her.
i dnoe what life will be like w/o her.
what will i think of evryday?
what will i talk abt evrytime?
what will i be looking forward to in life?
and what will i always be wishing for?
see.
whats life w/o her?
she aint a small fry to me.
shes my life.
im nothing w/o her.
have i told evry1 how beautiful she is?
ive neva seen any1 more beautiful than her.
she just shines in this world.
i feel as though im becoming more and more empty each day.
like... im nothing at all w/o her.
my biggest fear is her leaving me.
her not talking to me nemore.
her hating me.
dun ever leave me alr..
havent spoken to her tdae.
haii.
will sleep after this.
i'll try to change frm tmrw.
and pls dun ever leave me ok..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAKIAH.
she brought me back to this world, alive.
i love her so much, not becoz she makes me happy n all.
i love her for her.
juz came back frm holiday.
i enjoyed myself to bits can.
dun wanna come back home.
but hafta anyway.
i love eng boong kuang!!
he's so cute now.
upload his pic tmrw.
really tiredd now.
gonna crash.
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