DEAR LOVE,
I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT ITS YOU IM TALKING TO.
I'LL BE GOING AWAY TODAE.
I'LL BE BACK ON SATURDAY.
YOU DONT SEEM ALRIGHT LATELY.
I'VE GOT NO HEART TO LEAVE YOU.
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF SWEETS.
WHEREVER I AM, I'LL ALWAYS HOPE THE BEST FOR YOU ALRIGHT.
PLEASE TAKE CARE AND CHEER UP.
AND YOU KINDA FORGOT TO ANSWER MY QUESTION.
IT DOESNT MATTER ANYWAY.
WHAT MATTERS IS YOUR HAPPINESS.
WILL LOOK FOR YOU ONLINE ONCE I REACH HOME.
LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THOUGHT OF BY ME.
EVERY MINUTE, EVERY SECOND.
im so worried abt her.
wanna talk to her.
she aint online.
even my new ipod nano doesnt make me smile.
i hope she's okay.
):
feel like crying.
i love her.
ive made choc chip cookies!
turned out good. (:
i hope she'll feel better really.
haii.
i forgot to mention smth impt.
im getting really unreasonable nowadays.
my fren says that she wants to go to acjc, i argued with her.
chalet is held on nov 08, im not happy abt that.
my frens might end up in 3c2 if they take triple sci, i cry for that.
im seriously being unreasonable.
but i cant help it.
DEAR FRIENDS,
IM SORRY FOR BEING CRANKY THESE DAYS.
I THINK IM JUST MISSING HER WAY TOO MUCH.
got back overall result slip ystrdae.
i guess i did ok.
but i did better for midyear.
maths was horrible as usual.
the only grade that spoilt my result slip.
class position was good.
lvl position was top 80 too.
so my wish came true.
havent decided what combination to take.
she doesnt care abt me at all pls.
i so desperately wanna tell her my results.
but shes not bothered at all.
maybe she blocked me or smth.
-shrugs
im happy with my results larh.
EXCEPT MATHS.
but i can take A maths anw.
didnt fail any subj. XD
its been so long since i spoke to her.
life seems to be an endless torture.
evryday i wake up and the whole day will usually be spent wishing she'll love me.
and thinking abt what she'll be doing, whether shes happy n all.
but i still hafta live.
not abt to give up again.
i hope we'll talk soon.
exams have ended!
finally!
been watching lots of movies frm tuesday.
uhm.
i dreamt abt her ystrdae.
it was like..
well, to summarise the main point.
she suspected me of smth and then i cried.
so she walked wimme around a while.
and i held her hand.
i felt like there was love between us since she din take her hand away.
it was like.. i dnoe.
im dreaming abt her afta a long time actually.
haii.
as usual, i wish it'd come true.
bcoz i still love her.
363 DAYS.
ive been studying so lil this weekend.
and when i actually do study, im always getting distracted.
this is the disadvantage of surrounding myself with things concerning her.
for eg. the balloon, the "z" ball, the"z" badge, the tee and the pics.
afta studying a while, i find myself dreaming.
shoots.
i'll study properly frm now on.
wont let myself get distracted.
yepps.
i miss her alreadi. (:
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