haiz.. havent been blogging 4 a long tym coz i dunno wat 2 say.. yeah.. AAD was awful. Really awful.. sighx.. Oh wells.."he" was cute.. lolz. really cute canx? Oh ya... i dun love fat snail anymore.. cool eh? hahas.. shes still a gud fren tho.. yea.. got np 2day.. im tirreedd.. i wanna die.. was toking 2 sistar till lyk.. 11 ystrday? she made me smile!! But i still dun lyk wat she did. datz all. evry1 was shocked at wat she did.. esp. me..n she oso said she wans me 2 die.. :'( heh. Mebbe dat y i haf a strong urge 2 die now?? but da wort thing is dat.. when -she- n i were toking on da fone dat day, i got reminded of maam n how much i love her la.. haiz.. coz of dat i cried 4 soo long.. haiz.. but din cut. haha.. im gud gurl.. nah.. coz my penknife isnt wif me.. did sum other terrible things tho..
so now, 2 of my probs are solved.. phew.. but now i love her so much n she doesnt.. mebbe we shud not tok 2 each other anymore.. i got my hug frm her 2day.. perhaps itz our last hug.. sighx.. i wanna turn back tym.. back when we spent tym 2gether.. guess itz too late now..
i hate myself n i wanna die. life sucks.
something is seriously wrong wif me.. haiz.. im angry, sad, disappointed, terrified n confused now.. I hate her.. i dun wanna tok bot her la.. shez no one 2 me anymore.. i dun tink she even realized how much i luv her.. haiz.. i dun mind her loving another person but y cant she tok 2 me when shez aroun?? fuck. am so bloody pissed wif her.. n how can i 4get?! Almost da whole of 3S3 is after me!! -She- walked past my class 5tyms 2day.. n i was standing outside.. i din noe tt she noes dat i lyk fat snail.. sighx.. hid behind marion n michelle n was holding dem soo tightly canx? Dat gurl.. -her- fren.. sighx.. she keep looking at me.. im scared.. I dun tink i'll survive 4 lyk.. another one n a quarter yrs wif dem.. erm.. den i din realize dat shafina maam was watching me juz now.. n she noes bot dat n told mi squaddie 2 tell me not 2 do it.. haiz.. hope it doesnt spread.. Saw fat snail at mini forum in her t-t shirt. Shez reallie cute.. n her new hairdo rox.. heh. Said hie 2 her den went away.. Teacher goh's lesson sucked 2day. so boring. Aiyo.. n i din smile. tsk. Fianlly..mebbe i haven experianced true love but watz dis feeling i suddenly have? ohh..cant tell any1 anything bot it.. im not sure anywayz.. yeap.. ohh took cab 2 sch 2day.. so nice.. hahas. m so tiredd.. sighx.. din go 4 np coz had choral reading.. but i gave my black socks 2 syira so couldnt go when choral reading ended.. n i cant go 4 make-up session oso.. On tuesdays im very busy wat.. i can go 4 np on tuesday 4 minimum 1hr oni.. waste. i hope day excuse me.. i dun lyk 2 haf np on weekdays la.. haiz..
2day was..ok i guess.. xcept during recess.. god.. i dun ever wanna c her again.. im blardie tired now.. was wetting in the rain...again. i love rain. Haha. 2moro got np n choral reading. Hafta go choral reading den 2 np.. sighx.. tired.. but sch hours shud be gud.. hahas. Teacher goh will make me smile.. =) Dat snr was nice canx? I dunno her name tho.. shez really nice.. hahas. Ohh..wani is cute. Most imptly, i wanna gif "him" a nice warm hug. Shez so special 2 me.. lolz. Nid 2 go do art now.. ciaoz
bahh. im so doomed. im always stressed on tuesdays n things are even worse 2day.. lets recap. had stomach ache during mass run but still ran..[painful] den i walked past fat snail's class n she wasnt in[?!?] den lessons were so boring n i felt lyk puking da whole time.. was forced 2 tie my hair during recess.. Den suddenly sum1 spotted fat snail n told me.. i was overjoyed. Ran up 2 her n spoke 2 her.. n watched her going away.. :( heh. Den..had idiotic choral reading practise..manyy tyms.. ew. hate it manx. Tamil was da worst. Amane's return. I owe her hw n muz gif 2 her 2moro?!? It isnt possible. haiz.. den nid 2 make da stoopid mane fer da stoopid lion in choral reading.. after sch my frens said fat snail was at mini forum so went dere.. i was searching dere n when i turned back..she was rite dere toking to sharon goh. I was blushing.. terribly. Was watching her da whole while n when she left, i ran dere n sat at her place.. crazy me. After dat da whole while was very stressed la.. i promise, i hate tuesdays. n i can neva 4get 1 impt thing. I saw (her) after manyy days. Im a total freak n gud-4-nothing. I hate myself. This thing worried me the most n dunno how long it last.. I din even greet her.. i juz couldnt open my blardie mouth.. i was gonna scream.. y do i hafta c her after so long? It feels terrible 2 c her n screw up. Sighx.. im useless.. Funny part of da day was during p.e n we were playing badminton. The shuttlecock flew into khathija's face. I laughed till i rolled at da parade square. N Shamini cant play badminton!! HAHAHA. N i knocked shamini's head. So funnay manx.. Teacher goh looked funny 2day 2.. funny in da sweeet way.. heh. Wow.. long post..
haiz.. mebbe i got sick coz i missed her 2 much? Dunno..but wateva it is, i reallie miss her.. yupp.. i hate tuesdays.. itz da most tiring day.. n da day after dat got something i hate.. tsk. Shud pon sch on tuesdays.. or shud abolish tuesdays.. Thursdays are the best.. teacher goh's lesson, recess wif fat snail, no nid 2 stay back, last day of mt, no english n manyy more.. hahas.
haiz.. i miss evry1 n i seriously hate choral reading. Now we're required 2 wear granny skirts.. coz datz wat im wearing. yuckx. do i haf a choice??
din go 2 sch 2day.. haiz.. i puked lyk.. thrice aroun 4 plus.. n when i opened my eyes, it was 10 in the morning so i obviously was late. Yupp.. mom wasnt very happy.. haiz.. i've been playing neopets fer lyk 3 hrs now.. i haf a newhome wif furniture inside!! n i groomed my pet after 2 days. Dirty rite? hahas. im krazee. sighx.. im missing both of dem now.. nvm.. will be seeing dem 2moro anywayz.. i hate choral reading. Now, we're required 2 wear skirts lyk oldies.. yuckx. dunno how i 'll look lyk.. im wearing my granny's skirt n blouse anywayz.. yuckxyuckxyuckx. I hate tuesdays.. Tuesdays are da days dat i hafta work continuously till 5plus.. so tired.. n following day got sumthing i hate 2 go summore.. Usually tuesdays n wednesdays im darn stressed n cry easily.. ew. sch is soo tiring.. i pity fat snail..
din go 2 sch 2day.. haiz.. i puked lyk.. thrice aroun 4 plus.. n when i opened my eyes, it was 10 in the morning so i obviously was late. Yupp.. mom wasnt very happy.. haiz.. i've been playing neopets fer lyk 3 hrs now.. i haf a newhome wif furniture inside!! n i groomed my pet after 2 days. Dirty rite? hahas. im krazee. sighx.. im missing both of dem now.. nvm.. will be seeing dem 2moro anywayz.. i hate choral reading. Now, we're required 2 wear skirts lyk oldies.. yuckx. dunno how i 'll look lyk.. im wearing my granny's skirt n blouse anywayz.. yuckxyuckxyuckx. I hate tuesdays.. Tuesdays are da days dat i hafta work continuously till 5plus.. so tired.. n following day got sumthing i hate 2 go summore.. Usually tuesdays n wednesdays im darn stressed n cry easily.. ew. sch is soo tiring.. i pity fat snail..
hahas.
i've always tot neopets was childish. Till i found out fat snail plays neopets n now im addicted 2 it myself.. hahaha.. my pet's name soo nice.. lolz. shall tell fat snail bot it.. not my pet's name tho.. or she'll noe.. im very terrified of -her- now canx? Her classmate areadi noes.. dat i lyk fat snail.. "he" is extremely sweeet. She say she'll tell her not 2 tell -her- bot me n fat snail. God.. i really lyk her.. Hope she passes her o lvls.. heh. Kays.. hafta go feed my pet..
sigh sigh sigh.. i miss her sooo much. datz all.
... darn sad now.. missing her soo much.. mebbe i shud haf walked pass her class more dan once.. dunno.. sighx.. watz da matter wif me? onli i noe wat im doing now.. god.. tink itz abit 2 much.. i miss her sweet face alott.. n i tot she cud make me hapi but guess i was wrong.. she isnt even chatting wif me.. i told her readi.. how im feeling rite now.. sighx.. wish "he" was online now.. she made me hapi ystrday lehx.. tsk. I reallie miss her canx? sighx.. 2 more days..
i kept my words.. i didnt walk past her class many times 2dae.. i wanna 4get her.. anywayz, da 1 tym i walked past, she was soo cutee canx? She turned 2 look n i turned away.. haha. Oh god.. 2 more days 2 go.. 2 more days w/o fat snail.. im definitely gonna miss her.. sighx.. oh ya, i reallie luv her alott too.. shez nice.. heh. Had choral reading n i stand outside p.a.t enjoying the wind n rain..din realize i got wet n when mdm kala asked me y i was wet..i told her i was njoying da rain.. den i realized.. datz crap. It was still raining when we were going bk so decided 2 wet in the rain. Shamini kept my tablet while i danced happily in da rain..shouting "i love [fat snail's name]" frequently.. nice.. so totallie nice.. i love rain.. Den me n shamini were acting lyk kids at mrt station.. haha.. farnie.. den i followed fat snail's style.. it was kinda gross..but hu cares? heh. Yupp..im juz soo terrified of her now.. sighx.. "he" make me more scared ystrday nite when she was chatting wif me.. aiyoo.. still raining.. wud be nice 2 sleep eh? hahas. nitenite!!
dying dying.. dying of freaking headache. *phew* shez finally here..
sighx.. has da happiness worn off?? Haf been thinking bout fat snail n her fer a very longg time.. haf i been ignoring her?? as in,spending lesser time wif her? We arent dat close now but i suddenly feel as if i luv her.. i reallie wanna tok 2 her now but she isnt online.. aiyo.. mebbe i shud e-mail her.. yupp.. gud idea..
haha. very very happie 2day.. n hyper too?? oni after recess la.. hmm.. im busy now glueing back my dreams dat were shattered last nite.. im not gonna brag abt wat happened coz i dun tink any1 is interested.. shall keep it 2 myself.. if not it wud lose itz value.. [i tink] haha.. but i promise.. i'll make an effort 2 4get her.. serious. Coz i noe i'll end up hurt.. yupp.. Pple seem 2 tink im crazy when i tell dem hu is fat snail.. y?? shez reallie nice.. n she was especially romantic when flying fer food.. haha.. [m i being mean?] lolz. Too hapi 2 blog n im so darn tired 2day too.. after all da walking n all.. i din sigh 2day in my entry.. good huh?? thanx fat snail. ur soo special. i'll neva 4get dis day.. luv ya loads.
couldnt blog properly ystrday.. sighx.. dun wanna cum 2 sch anymorez.. all my dreams or..shall i say desires?? wateva it is la.. i still hafta..u noe..not dream abt her n me anymore.. coz nothing will ever happen between us. im still n 4eva will be non-existent 2 her.. sigx.. went 2 my cousins house ystrday.. she was toking 2 a guy[as usual] n she lyk..forced me 2 add him 2 msn?? haha.. Haven done hw.. i dun tink i care anymore do i? wateva la. at least 2day got tricia goh's lesson. MITE cheer up abit.. y muz i always lyk sec4s? i wish i liked sec3s. den can bother dem.. sec4s got o levels.. kays..i better get going now.. da stupid wireless oni can use in da morning?!? heh.
shattered dreams..sighx.. will any1 ever find out??
sighx.. terrible day..
i hate maths la.. was freaking tired after cmmn tests n i tot i can partay after dat.. but stoopid ms-im perfect started her lesson. I couldnt understand wat crap she taught us 2day.. n we all kept laughing coz of her language n she was lyk scolding us all along.. I had so mucha things 2 do.. datz y was soo stressed up n i reallie wanted 2 c her canx? Walked past her class 4 tyms? So nervous summore.. She wasnt dere liaos.. she din cum 2 sch i tink.. it made me cry.. coz only she cud make me smile but she wasnt dere.. hope shez fine.. 2moro oso got manyy things i hate 2 do..especially dat one. Shud haf listened 2 my mum.. aiyo.. im soo angry, sad, tired n stressed. Falling sick summore.. -sneezes- No point sulking rite.. still hafta do all those stoopid rubbish stuff.. at least fat snail makes me smile.. =) ohh ya..impt thing. Met pri sch crush in bus 2day.. god.. oni khathija noes wat happened.. really dun wanna tok bout it.. sighx.. sch is horrible canx??
ohh god.. i've been thinking bout her since juz now.. i wish i had gone by myself.. y is evry1 killing me.. especially my mom here.. nagging away.. argh! Only fat snail seems 2 be making me hapi these days.. w/o her knowing.. i cant even partay 2moro.. got da stoopid maths thingy 2 attend. N 2moro got mt. Haven done all my mt hw plus, worst thing ever, ms im-perfect will be seeing us.. sighx. i cant even sleep now.. evrytym i close my eyes, she appears n i dream abt her all-da-way.. even my eyes open also i c fat snail evrywhere. [as in i imagine shez dere] when am i gonna get out of dis whole crap called obsession/love??
i hate u guys.. please.. itz juz ONE min.. juz one.. n we had 3mins free after dat.. cant u'll juz spare 1 min fer ur buddy?? im gonna go thru da same thing dat i went thru ystrday.. suffering soo much.. missing fat snail.. sighx.. itz juz 1 pathetic min!! hello?? so i hafta c her 2moro la??
very frustrated 2day.. sighx.. the 2 frens of mine.. hate them. n evry1. evry i noe..fer not helping me.. i cant help myself n my frens cant too? Not many pple noe abt me n fat snail..but those hu noe.. argh! came back home hoping 2 4get da 1min dat cud gif me eons of happiness.. [not eons la. but alott anywayz] but my things were lost n evrything out of place.. was soo freaking mad[actually,i am so freaking mad now]. n my sis is crying coz i juz slapped her.. she juz said "u shudup!" 2 me.. argh! where is evry1 hu cares 4 me?? -curseshumanity-humanity doesnt include my sistar frm crez..she better dan humanity.. she totallie rawkz. luv her loads.. ohh ya, humanity doesnt include fat snail too.. she is too niiccee 2 be considered human..
so..2moro last day of cmmn tests.. *phew* im gonna partay lyk hell 2moro.. im gonna take a step 2wards all my dreams..[secret dreams] very mad now..wif dem.. i hate myself.. will sum1 kol 2day 2 tok 2 me abt dis whole fat snail thingy??
very bored liaos.. i juz cant study.. i dun wanna.. y muz cmmn tests cum at dis tym, when im totallie not in da mood 4 anything but c fat snail?? sighx.. Fat snail is very nice .. especially her figure lorx.. haha. 2moro sunday ready.. sighx.. soo fast.. hafta go back 2 sch.. i wake up 2 go 2 sch in hopes of seeing fat snail only..not 2 study. So..datz it i guess.. miss fat snail alot..
Hmm..now im alrite readi.. no more pissed wif her... gud rite?? Thanx 2 her actually la.. Erm..now i haf a new name but cant reveal it in my blog la.. haha. kays..i gotta go now.. watch tv..
I love fat.snail --lost in "love"--
hmm..slept very well ystrday..despite being pissed off.. Woke up quite late oso.. Had a weird dream last nite..abt me living during japanese occupation n i was lucky 2 survive.. also,i was forced 2 marry a chinese guy named 'orange'?!? Haha..
Went 2 her blog..omg. hu is da "..." person? Everytym i read wat da person tagged, i feel so..jealous?? i dunno.. Studied geog a while.. abit oni.. tsktsk. Den she came online n pissed me off again.. she sent me a mail.. refused 2 read it @ 1st but den read it la.. mebbe shez rite.. but she did say she doesnt care ystrday.. still quite pissed off wif her but since she doesnt care,im not saying anything. I dun wanna tink of her or wat she sent me la.. i reallie am so confused.. argh!! i hate her. she said i can hate her all i want so..yupp..im doing juz dat.
...dunno wat im going thru rite now..
do i reallie luv her?? mebbe itz coz..mebbe i juz lyk her figure.. im very confused now.. cant sleep,cant study, cant concentrate on tv n cant even play gameon mi tablet.. tsk.
Read her blog juz now.. perhaps all dis while,we haf hated each other fer nothing.. she doesnt seem dat bad afterall..n she definitely is funny. haha. Chatting wif my sistar now..abt fat snail.. [i.juz.cant.get.her.outta.my.mind] mebbe it isnt love.. dunno.. i hate cmmn tests. Had 2 say dat. ohh ya..fat snail's fren said im a polite jnr?! cant believe it myself..lolz. nice chtting wif her. At 1st she tot i was fat snail lorx.. haha. Sistar said dat fat snail calls da person she lyks snail too.. isnt dat a HUGE coincidence?? haha.. great minds tink alike.. lolz. Dunno y she neva tok 2 me liaos.. We neva tok alot nowadays.. sad.. but i cant help if she doesnt wanna tok.. yupp//hafta go 2 bed now.. mom nagging..
...fell in to fat snail's trap..juz liddat..
i lost myself..i luv her..wayy 2 much..but not more dan how much i loved maam.. y da toot did i c her tucking in? aiyo.. anywayz..cmmn tests were soo tough canz?? Lit was ok la..english wasnt tho.. dun wanna tok abt cmmn tests la.. ohh..saw "him" during break.. i almost got her into trouble by saying she cut q n ms.cheng was behind. Den i prevented ms.cheng frm seeing her.. she din wear her specs.. sighx.. she is soo cute wif specs can? ok..i'll stop toking abt her b4 i luv her again.. Yupp..so toking to fat snail's fren now.. im mad..
ystrday nite @ 11,i suddenly fekt an urge 2 c fat snail n go n look fer yr bk at dat tym u noe.. my maid tot i was posessed. lolz. *phew* weekend is finally here.. gotta go now.. i've been using da net fer eons searching 4 her pic but din manage 2 find.. sighx..
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2moro is dat stoopid test n i still got no heart 2 study after chatting wif "owen". Aiyo... ndunno how la.. im definitely gonna fail.. im mad.
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lalala..went 2 sch finally after 5 days?!? Yupp..ran faster than usual dis morning.. den..home econs very interesting. I din noe i cud cook so well.. yay!! Den..went recess. "He" was dere.. No more interesting coz i dun lyk her anymore wat..but she looks very cute wif her specs..haha. Yupp..den saw fat snail. I tink i lyk her.. She has sucha nice figure n say she doesnt.. tsk. Ohh ya,saw da sec4 doing mass dance. So farnie.. Da pple i observed especially.. I neva tot dey cud dance!? Haven revised at all n common test is 2moro.. sighx.. I'll definitely do very badly.. sum1 help!! Ohh ya,he add me 2 msn. I tot he neva wud. Dun wanna tok abt dat la..
gd luck fer cmmn tests every1..
heh.. din go 2 ach 2day coz no specs. Mom din wan me 2 go.. Anyway i cant c anything at all.. i hafta go now..
[she] suddenly ask me 2 link her?!? Shall do it... im nice...rite??
The words are tiny coz datz how i feel rite now..i dun care if pple cant read it. Im small..cant control how da world goes round.. cant control wat is being done 2 me n worst of all,no one is gonna help. I dun wanna go back 2 sch..reallie dun feel lyk it.. Haven study anything n haven even finish hw.. can i survive dis world??
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Hppy burfday Singapore!!! I luv ya... *muackz*
Yupp...cant wait 4 NDP.. Aiya..im not going 2 watch it..sad.. N oso..cant wait 4 Singapore Idol..
I saw dis commercial abt Singapore Idol. Da guy was wearing an artificial rose on his shirt n he sang not very beautifully la..Den da judge,"thank god ur wearing an artificial rose or u wud haf killed it." Hhahahahaha. Soo farnie..n mean.. Ohh ya..my darling specs broke..aww.. Im wearing my spare one now..da awful frameless specs..as in,frameless very nice but not fer me.. I'll be ordering new specs 2moro.. Yipee! Ok..ciaoz!!
wat? wat? im kinda mad now..omg..he is so cute..lyk small boy..but i dun luv him..used 2 wat.. haha. Enuff abt him..i dunno y i din tok 2 her 2dae tho she was online..din feel lyk it..[yay!!]
yupp..so i accidentally stepped at da exact place she fell when she died..i was daydreaming.. and..i dun wanna go bk 2 sch..an im so at peace now.. but im addicted 2 a comp. game...i play it fer more dan 4hrs evryday..continuously.. kaez..gotta chow now...
hmm..2dae was ok.. Except in da morning la..so sad lehx..hope she isnt disappointed wif me.. im sori gurl..or guy..i din mean 2 do it but..nvm..y bother explaining when no one cares anyway?? Yupp..so national day celebration was ok la..quite fun..saw her toking 2 her..sad case. I feel so bad abt dis morning lorx..y did i do it?!? Sori fren..din mean 2 disppoint ya..u did it urself anyway!? Ohh ya..went 2 library party thingy. heh. Free food!! Haha..
hmm..she reallie isnt avoiding me?? I cant seem 2 believe her..but it was lyk..3 tyms..heh. nvm. Glad im not obsessed over any1 now..not even "him". hehe. But i do tink sum pple r cute!! haha. especially dat fat snail..lolz. Aiyo..cmmn tests coming n got loads n loads of hw 2 do..plus tests summore.. really very stressed up.. i yelled at her 2dae..im mean.. i said"u..whole day complain n complain. aiyo.." n she din even look at me after dat.. i really had a freaking headache juz now coz of da tamil hw..n *m*ne really ah...hate her. n da new teacher is even worse.. anywayz..da concert was nice. both nice actually. Stella soo chio can? haha. Hafta study fer lit test.. n y do we hafta wear red n white?? i haf white but no red...my clothes r juz plain black,white n blue...
ohh god..im soo stressed up can? N haven started studying fer cmmn tests oso.. Stayed back fer drills 2day..aiyo...soo tired. n 2moro muz do c.i.p summore.. I cant wait fer 3.45 pm 2moro... Itz a stupid promise dat i made 2 her...
Anywayz..my dad said sum teacher koled my hse 2 say dat im petrified by dat lady committing suicide n all...I noe it isnt tg..hu is it ah? No one noes wat.. Well anywayz,juz finished my art hw..
Freaking tired now..n my knee hurts..
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Ohh shit...im in da same old situation again..i'll neva learn..n how can i laugh after noeing it?!?
I shud neva haf loved her..anywayz..she came crying in da morning..u noe when i c her cry, i feel soo...sad. I dun wan her 2 cry.. tsk.. y is dere such thing as luv in dis world? I wanna say soo mnay things but i juz cant..im almost 24hrs thinking abt her.. Tell ya wat,i wun luv her. I WONT. ok? im soo stressed up now.. everyday stay back till so late n haf so mucha work n wif cmmn tests coming up... I'll die soon.[im waiting] I cant cry. I dun wanna cry. I tink i cried 2 much ready..4 others especially. Anywayz..i betta go now...-sigh-
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Wat do i hafta say abt myself? Im so useless. I cant even control myself.. I hate myself...
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Frankly,dis result is lyk..lets c. Itz true dat i always haf crushes on pple n write their names evrywhere imaginable. But i dun tink im romantic..n abt playing any chance i get,of course it isnt true in mi case. N i will be on cloud9 if anything happens pertaining 2 my eyecandys. Yeah..
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hmm...spoke 2 tg readi..She said dat life is short n i wanna shorten it summore. I told her abt da lady n she was lyk.."ee!!" yeah.. hey i really dun tink i shud admire her anymore..i dun tink she even lyks me 1 bit. Perhaps as a fren,she lyks me but ...do i lyk her in a way dat i shud not?? U noe wat,im 2 confused 2 blog now..Shall return l8er...
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PBL sucks!! It totally does.
My group is a super group. We did 6 months work in juz 2 days!! Cool eh? Haha. Juz now,me n mi fren went 2 da toilet aroun her class. Heh. She seems terrific!! But..did i c her hugging sum1? Im not sure coz mi fren was pulling me away.. Den immediately saw another eye candy frm c3!! Excited 2 c 2 eye candys in a short while..
Ohh god..im soo bored.. -yawnx- Y do we hafta do PBL? I dun c any point in it!!??
Nice 2 hug her again..itz been soo long since i hugged her!?! At least i did 2day... Thanx fer ur hug!! N she was smellling nice too..haha. OK i hafta say sumthing b4 go..i miss her. I juz saw her juz now n i miss her readi...
Am i in...nvm. OK..guess i'll pay attention frm now..Mr Siow keeps looking at me as if im sum...weirdo.
I seriously haf no idea wat happened 2 me juz now..guess itz coz of dat lady.. I blabbered 2 her n i noe i was crazy but i couldnt help it. I even asked her if i can touch her hair. Gawd.. Im gonna apologize 2 her 4 being mad..
Well anywayz,i din noe i wud be dis frightened. I showered wif da toilet door open coz i was outta my mind. Every noise i hear at da spot where she was lying,i run. tsktsk. How am i gonna walk dat way 2 sch? Ohh god..n my mum said dat u mite hear her crying at nite. I noe mi mum doesnt tell me dis kinda stuff but dunno y she told me. Wat will i do if i really hear it? Will be toking 2 tg abt it 2moro so..no worries!!
I think im in luv wif her...but i really dun wanna luv her. Im gonna control myself ok? I'll neva express my luv 2 her unless im sure she loves me..gotta go now.. Ciaoz!!
+may her soul rest in peace+
hmm..everything is cleared up now..but i dun think we can ever be da same hapi-2gether pple again coz i can NEVA 4get da things she did 2 me n said oso..Da exact words dat had hurt me soo much remains fresh in my mind. Well..enuff abt her i guess..
Anywayz,abt "him"..oh god pls dun tell me i luv her.. Love hurts alot. Way 2 much 4 me 2 handle. I'll juz tell myself not 2 luv her coz soo many pple luv her n ofcourse,y wud i be da lucky one?? Yeah..so i'll juz be frens wif her n haf a clean heart..hehe. =p
So..cmmn tests coming up oso..-sigh- better work hard!! Sistar,ur very nice. Thanx 4 da e-mail coz it seriously told me 1 thing dat i'll be ok wif u arnd.. i luv ya soo much!! 2 much dat i cant express it. Hehe.. Sistar i'll reply ur e-mail soon yeahz?? *muackz*
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