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Monday, April 26, 2004

Harloe...
Having C.S now.Oh shit.U noe wat? [She] noes who I lyk.I dunno if she lyks her too.I think so la.Coz nf was lyk...[she] sms me.Den I was soo shocked lorx..
I didnt noe dat she noe her...-sigh- Erm anyway,life is totally not good without her...I guess I'll hafta get use to it.U noe wat??I found da sec3 maams blog addie in dis comp!!The one I lyk.Saw her during recess.I totally hate myself lorx... I shouted soo loudly...Coz I was soo scared.She sat ryt infron of me!
I think I better get going.Bye..

-shamita
12:08 PM

Sunday, April 25, 2004

Even though you two haven't met, the angel knows
all about you. He adores your shyness and your
sweet personality. Mr. Angel is like a secret
admirer for you.. whatever your doing, it's
definitely working! Keep it up! ;)


would an angel, demon, or pure evil fall for you 2 (pics!)
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Ih'kuaren is very fond of you. Your gentleness and
shyness is what impresses him the most. You're
definitely the only human Ih'kuaren has ever
felt so strongly about. I'm so jealous! Now if
only you could change his name..


would an angel, demon, or pure evil fall for you 3 (pics!)
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-shamita
4:55 PM

Will Turner is the caring young man from pirates of the caribbean. he will adore you till the day that he dies
You are going to Marry orlando Bloom. He will
always treat you right and is very romantic. He
will do anything for you. He is very polite and
has deep brown eyes and is very good looking
(which is another plus!). He can make anything
cheesy look really hot(like sliding down stairs
on a shield shooting arrows or wearing pointy
ears for example). Congrats!!


Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (now 12 (i just added more, and still more to come!)results that have pics!)
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I'm not at all interested in Orlando.How come I neva get 2 marry Josh Hartnett or Eminem?? Haha.

Oh ya,pple I figured out something.I'M STR8!!

-shamita
4:47 PM

Nothing much happening around...Have been revising my work.Exams are juz round da corner....=( I hate exams.I'm single now...Nothing to say abt dat.I think itz best we remain lyk dis.Ni fong so good eh...She comforted me alot and gave me hugs!!Science practical was NOT easy.Erm,anyway I've to go 4 tuition ready..4 Maths.I spent 2 days studying n still cannot do the exam paper.Stoopid.My life is changing.Back to the way it was.-sigh- No comment.

-shamita
4:39 PM

Friday, April 23, 2004

I took dis quiz which said I'll die by suicide.Erm...no comment abt dat.2dae will be da last day she say command...-sigh- Science gonna end soon...den got History liaos...Soo tired.I juz hate life manx...Mrs Goh coming ready.Gotta go!!Ciaoz!!

-shamita
1:22 PM

You have a guardian angel no doubt about it. Even
though you haven't exactly seen him, he's
watching over you without-a-doubt.. who knows..
maybe it's love?


would an angel, demon, or pure evil fall for you? (now w/ pics!)
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-shamita
1:16 PM

SEXY LADY/ HOT BOY. You are hot, no matter what you
do. There are not much people like you.
Beautiful from inside and outside. The opposite
sex feels pleased with you. They treat you
like a god/goddess. The other ones are jealous
of you because they try to be sexy and
attractive but you are it. Maybe youre a bit
arrogant, or you seem. And some think that
they should better not even try to get a date
with you because your sex appeal scares them.
Sometimes it even nerves you the way they are
running after you.
You need change-Sometimes you like shy and
sometimes you like extrovert.



~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Taking quizzes again...

-shamita
1:09 PM

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Wow...took soo many quiz ready...
I fell asleep accidentally juz now.For 3 hrs summore.Sucha boring day.Went 2 sch n came back immediately.Chatted wif Dinie,Renu n Jo.2moro got Science practical n rifle cleaning.Not reallie excited..Hey,I feel dat da sec4 maams haf sumthing against me lehx...xcept Xiao Yuan maam.Erm...I think I better get going wif life.Online 4 too long.

-shamita
7:06 PM

anime chick
You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.


What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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Hee...Im sucha nice person! Haha.And innocent summore.

-shamita
6:51 PM

HASH(0x8ab532c)
Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven,
but Earth won't be as fun without you. So you
shall come back as someone or something else.
As a real optimist and lighthearted person, you
always see the good in things. People probably
respect you for your wonderful personality and
love for life. People like you make the world a
happier place.


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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Ohh,I didnt noe I was sucha wonderful gal.Erm,can I not cum back to earth again after I die?

-shamita
6:37 PM

Siren
You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. You
have the moon and stars as friends. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find.


What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
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I am a rare find?!Thankew...

-shamita
6:34 PM

You are totally in love.You try to hide it but you
cant.You are nice and pretty in your own way
and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have fun.


Are you in love?
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Er....Im still not sure if itz love or not....

-shamita
6:26 PM

GARAGE GURL - Flirt inna Skirt!
A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency



What kind of girl are you?
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Erm...am I reallie dis kinda gal??

-shamita
6:15 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Harloe...
I pass History test!! Yay!! I seriously thout I was gonna fail..Nothing much happened 2dae...Xcept in da morning.I was soo sad coz I didnt greet (her).She was very near ok.But I got very nervous.I reallie wanted to greet but too scared.She probably thinks I'm one rude cadet.I cant xplain to her that I'm too nervous.I will greet her nxt tym.I muz get over my fear.So... finally Im not obsessed.Good.*patz myself* Dats all...nthing much...Abt her new hairstyle,I think itz cool but I think I prefer her old one.N itz feels so weird to see most of da maams having the same hairstyle...Ohh,gotta go study 4 3rd history test.Ciaoz!

-shamita
5:08 PM

Was taking sum quizes at quizilla.
The result 4 wat do u desire:DesireLove
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

The result 4 wat kinda angel are u:HASH(0x88c1bc8)
You are a goddess! Forget angels, its all about you.
Angels serve god, right? So why not be a
goddess? Hold on there, girl, and easy with the
fame. A Goddess is absolutley the most
beautiful, powerful, and magic being alive
there is, but they can tend to be quite
obnoxious. Some goddesses go a little to far
with their power, and turn greedy and shallow.
Good ones are pure and full of life, and if on
earth, flowers sprout at their steps. Others,
decided to live in a palace in heaven, with
such beauty never known. They are very kind and
good leaders, but can tend to be a little lazy,
jealous, greedy and obnoxious.

-shamita
4:59 PM

Monday, April 19, 2004

I took dis quiz frm quizilla.Quite interesting....
The results on Are U A Good Friend:Your the perfect friend,your tight with your
friends but not possesive.You and your best
buds can still handle being apart though you
really enjoy each others company. No matter
what their always there for you and your always
there for them.................Please rate my
quiz


Are you a good friend???
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-shamita
12:14 PM

Sunday, April 18, 2004

Didnt blog fer a long time...
Coz I cant use da net...All coz of that stoopid maths test I flunked.I hate maths.But I think I'll do better 4 da re-test.Ohh ya,I'm not obsessed wif (her) anymore.Now,itz juz lyk I guess.N I've certainly 4gotten [her].I dun lyk [her] anymore.Yay!
Sports Day was nice.FRY ROX!!I dun hafta stop myself frm looking at her.Coz I'm not obsessed.I didnt look 4 (her) n I didnt look at (her) all da while...She was toking 2 da frybies n everyone answer "yes".Except 4 me.I answered "yes ma'am" Haha.
Dun wanna tok abt np.If not I get remembered abt not being able to go 4...nvm.
Me n Ni Fong r da bes squaddies ever!!Shall not tok abt it here....So now,finally,I'm not obsessed wif any1...mebbe **** ma'am la...But not as much as how much I was krazee over (her).
Was very,very angry yesterdae.She helped her wif da project.-sigh- Sick n tired of her attitude...I dun even wanna hear her name.It makes me go mad.
Nothing else I guess....juz alot of probs...Hope 2 blog soon...

-shamita
4:28 PM

Monday, April 12, 2004

Din update 4 a long time.....
I really need to catch up wif my studies...n 4get (her).Itz tym I get on wif life...without her.Joan maam "lectured" us dat day.Abt lyking maams n blah.I shud 4get her even though its gonna be really hard.I noe that she doesnt want me to stare at her n all so I shud stop it coz I respect her wishes.I was soo sad in da morning.I toked to Ms.Chua.She adviced me.Not lyk wat everyone asked me to do.4get her which is nearly impossible.Ms.Chua was lyk..."think of her feelings"Ya....hu wud wan a freaky person to keep staring at her??Thankew Ms.Chua.I will try my very best 2 4get her.Lyk 2day.She sat infront of me at da canteen n I din run away!!!Yay!!!N I greeted her myself....Yay!!!I shall keep up my gd work...I really really really need to start worrying abt my studies n not her.I noe I can 4get her,only if she can gif me another chance.I'll be soo hapi 2 noe tt she gives me another chance.Erm,anyway,2moro we're goin to police dog unit....Den mi squad wanna discuss abt our attitude.Pls dun tell me anything abt 4getting her coz its not easy but trust me,I will try my best.Ciaoz!

-shamita
1:00 PM

Monday, April 05, 2004

C.S now.Helping Khathija create a blog.Mr.Ramanan went to U.K I think.Now got a new trainer called Adi.Haha.He's soo funny.Nothing much happened so far.In the morning I was so despo for that bottle.Den Jo got pissed wif me.Den we both ok ready...So bored.Hafta stay back after pbl 2dae coz need to practise singing 4 the creative arts concert n pple still haven gif me the songs dey r singing...C1 can u'll pls hurry??I need to show Mrs.Gam or I'm so dead.Adi toking abt boyfrens.Haha.We all r going"we r too young to haf boyfrens..."Blah blah.I am getting crappy.Recess I play wif Sinthu[snr].Jean maam is da best sec 2 maam.She gave me da pic.How sweeet...Oh ya,table tennis I play soo funny.I donno how to play den snr teach me.I keep hitting the ball over her head.Kairiya maam came n she ask me if I lyk Farzanah maam.Waddaheck?Y wud I wanna lyk her?Kairiya maam say tt Farzanah maam thinks tt I lyk her in not a normal way...Lolz.I think tt she's nice but I dun lyk ANY single maam in crk way ok.Not even (her).But Im not sure in wat way I lyk her liaos...My name tag so awful.My full name dere...Wif tt Chinese name... -sigh- Yeah...that's all I guess...

::I.Luv.U.Handsome.Hunk::

-shamita
12:02 PM

Saturday, April 03, 2004

Im sucha failure.Im soo useless.Im a hopeless gal.Im a good-4-nothing person.Not forgetting that Im freaky.I hate myself.I hate my life.

Service Day.
Was quite ok.I was praying not to be in (her) grp n thankfully I'm not.If I'm in her grp,I wun open my mouth n I'll be soo scared.Den she scold me n I'll neva ever 4give myself.Anyway,I wanted Dawn maam n I got her.She very nice. VERY,VERY CHIO.We did our duties but we crap at times too.How come no one in sec3 squad lyk (her)?Su Fan maam oso dun lyk her.Dey keep asking me y I lyk her n dey tell me tt Im the only one in NP hu lyks her.Nah,cant be true.Sucha nice person.Enuff abt her.Im soo hopeless.I noe that even if I noe her hp no,I wun kol or sms her.I've her e-mail add n dun dare to add her 2.I dun wanna disturb her liaos...Her last year in Crez...But den if I had her no,I'll juz be hapi coz...I donno.I'll juz be happy..The paper flew n I was gonna take it but den Su Fan maam came lyk superwoman n grab it b4 me.-sigh- I'm sucha failure.Cant even 4get her...
Was toking to Jo 4 a long tym.I was very pissed wif [her].Donno y.Den [she] sms me liaos.She say thanx fer hating her.The truth is that I do hate her coz she has hurt me alot I think.But I still luv her....
Y muz [she] hurt me?She thinks I'm freaky.Mebbe I am.I hate myself 4 being born freaky.Y am I freaky?I hate life.N I suck.



All my maams
especially...
all the sec4 maams
Dawn maam
Mandy maam
Chenise maam
Wanxian maam
Jean maam
Rebecca maam
Shafina maam
Farzanah maam
Aiya..all the maams la

-shamita
7:44 PM

Friday, April 02, 2004

Thankew,Thankew,Thankew.
Thankew soo much fer not getting clost to me 4 2 days.But I saw u many tyms lorx...Cant help it.2moro got NPCC.Hafta go 2 household n do something abt crime prevention I think.Cool ryt?But I'm actually very tired.Thaya ma'am cut her hair.I very shocked.She looks ok?Yesterdae,I was soo krazee.Very,very crazy.I'm so stupid.I blurted out that I had feelings 4 her.I hate myself.Dis morning when she came 2 see me,my heart soo pain.All this while,I've been seeing her but itz the first tym I'm feeling dis way.I totallie suck.Actually,now I have second thoughts if I really do lyk her.I hafta go 4 the stoopid Maths class.Spend extra tym wif Ms.Phua.[Mr Phua]Aiyo...I hate seeing him.So creepy.I think I hafta go.Coz now is actually Science.Byez...

-shamita
1:18 PM

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